k today i tot it would be a good day.
played, laugh, chat with amos, sham and every1 in class.
it was very fun.

reached home, played dota with amos.
didnt get to play with shawn

then the swimming mr tan nvr come.
this is supposed to be a good news.

went to take a shower after having fun in the pool with wee kiat and shawn...
then just nice get to use the shampoo wee kiat bring everyday to swimming pool.

reached home, found out my key not in my bag.. so i think it was somewhere in the
bunch of clothes in the plastic bag.
knocked the door, my father opened it.
checked for the key in my bag...
but..... i cannot find it anywhere..
called my mother. she scold me as i called her.. she say she very busy.
so i went to the stadium and return to the toilet which i think i had
left the key in.
then i could not find the key anywhere.

went home, wanted to cry.
this is the 5th times that i lost the key.
argh!!! i am very angry, and i really hate myself.
why just cant i keep a key?!
is it so hard to hold a key and not lose it?
why cant i do such a simple job?
and for the 5times, i hated myself
...to the point of cursing myself
...to the point of hitting myself
to make it short, i just.. really.. hate myself...

although vennick said he would treat me to duplicate my keys,
i declined the offer as i dont want vennick to pay for my responsible.
so for now, i dont have a key of my own
my mother dont want to pay for me as well anymore.
fine.

anyway i tired liao le.. want to sleep alot.
good nights people.........